I’m most likely not going to to be successful in this world. My main concern is just keeping my son in a good place where he can live a beautiful life.
Confusion gets the best of me when I get frustrated and mad. I become so enraged that I say things that I don’t mean, and the effect of that is that I end up hurting someone for a stupid reason. I end up trying to apologize, but instead, I end up being ignored. So, where I am right now, is in a state of confusion. I wonder why I always have to be so stupid and arrogant. I think I’m bi-polar; but that’s a whole different story.
I don’t know how else to explain this….but,………I’m really obsessed with The Smiths and Morrissey. AAAhhhhh….what I would do if he took his shirt off for me and the words “MARRY ME” on his chest were staring right in front of me, so wonderful…..I’d die haha, not literally though, obviously.
